Day 7

Filed Under (Ian, Jesse) by myjaxon on 04-03-2007

Ian is 7 days old today and I have to say that Jesse and I are starting to adapt. It was a little rough our first night home with Ian, but we’re starting to get the hang of it. We’re still exhausted, but it’s not affecting our patience as much as it did 4 days ago. For the past couple of days, I’ve actually had a couple of hours to myself each morning. Ian has been sleeping pretty late in the day (regardless of how he is fed at night) and Jesse has been taking advantage of that by sleeping in with him. While I’m still exhausted (especially at 3am), I’m still getting up pretty early. I’ve been going to bed about the same time as Ian. If we get him down around 8pm, I’m usually in bed by 9pm. Jesse has been staying up later, but he gets wired at night and by the time he is ready to come to bed, Ian is up and reading for another feeding. So it all works out in the end. Something tells me that Jesse will be soon changing that habit though. He goes back to work tomorrow and that means he’ll be getting up even earlier than I have been.

I do have some good news though. I’m losing weight. I know that I’m suppose to be losing weight, I just lost about 8lbs within 6 hours a week ago; but I’m talking about more than that. I weighed in about 217ish when we found out we were pregnant in July of 2006. I weighed myself this morning and I’m bouncing between 210 and 215! I know that doesn’t seem like a lot to most people, but that means I’ve already lost all of my pregnancy weight and I still have the tummy to get rid of. Plus, since I’m nursing Ian, I’ll be losing weight with that as well. Jesse is getting excited. :) I’m hoping to get below 200 by the time my weight loss slows down. If I can do that, then I may have a shot at losing the 50lbs I wanted to lose before getting pregnant. My end goal is to get back around 160, which is where I was when I first met Jesse. Keep your fingers crossed.

Like I said earlier, Jesse goes back to work tomorrow, but I won’t be alone for long. My mother is coming up tomorrow and staying through Wednesday to help me out. She’s going to make dinner and clean my apartment and help me catch up with laundry. I’m so excited. I had planned on cleaning the apartment last Monday, but with Ian’s arrival, my plans were changed. Needless to say that when I came home on Wednesday, my apartment was not as clean as I would have liked it. Of course, I can’t say it was trashed either. My sister and her boyfriend, along with my father, did some minor cleaning for me while I was in the hospital. So while it wasn’t bad, it still wasn’t my cleaning. :) Thankfully, there won’t be too much laundry that needs to be caught up on. I was actually doing laundry when my water broke and the only load I didn’t get done was the whites; which I did yesterday since Jesse was going to need them.

Dad is coming up on Wednesday/Thursday to help out as well. I think I’m going to be putting him to work rearranging the living room. Jesse and I are going to rearrange the bedroom today to make room for a chair. That and the fact that we’ve added two large pieces of furniture lately, our room has gotten a little crowded. We just need to reformat the space.

Speaking of Jesse, it’s time to get him up. So I’ll leave now with a few new pictures of the men in my life.

My Two Men

Filed Under (Family, Ian, Jesse, News) by myjaxon on 02-03-2007

Yes, I said my two men. If you haven’t heard by now, Jesse and I had a surprise on Sunday (2-25) - my water broke. After 6.5 hours of labor, Ian Hawthorn was born Monday, February 26th at 5:02am. He was 7 lbs 15 oz and 20.5 inches long. He’s my newest man and is now competing with Jesse for my attention. :)

This past week has been interesting, exhausting, frustrating, and wonderful. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday was spent in the hospital recovering from the labor and delivery. We brought Ian home Wednesday and had a very long night. With the new surroundings, Ian wasn’t taking to his crib well and I ended up spending the night with him on the couch since he wanted to sleep on my chest while I was sitting on the couch (yes, sitting, not lying down).

Thursday was another long day. I made my second phone call to my mother around noon letting her know that Jesse and I did finally get some sleep (I had called her at 3am looking for advice) and that we’re getting frustrated with Ian’s nursing techniques and his crying. We were trying to calm Ian down every time he was crying and Mom told us that sometimes you just have to let them cry. So in an effort to get Ian to sleep in his crib, we fed/burped/changed him and then laid him down. He cried for about 30 minutes before everything got quiet. Of course, that didn’t stop me from crying.

Everything was making me cry last night and listening to him and not doing anything was the worst. Of course, he came through it better than I did, but it was still hard. The best thing is that night Ian actually slept for most of the night. Jesse and I still had to get up with him, but it was only three times and those times Ian fed and was changed. There was a good 2-3 hours of sleep between each feeding, so Jesse and I did get some sleep. I’m still exhausted, but I got enough sleep last night that I haven’t been crying at all today and I don’t feel it as much. Don’t get me wrong, I’m tired and would love to get a nap, but I’m not irritable or frustrated or emotional.

Today has been pretty much the same as yesterday, minus the fact that we got a lot of sleep this morning. Ian had his first doctor’s appointment and had all good reviews at about 8:45am this morning. We came home and everyone went back to bed. We finally got up at noon did our routine again - nursing & changing. Ian has been feeding about every 2 hours and then goes back to sleep. We’re trying to keep him up at the moment, but we’re still thinking Ian will sleep tonight like last night. At least that is what I’m hoping.

So that was my week. Jesse and I spent the weekend relaxing and both of us are glad that we had that weekend before Ian was born. It’s obvious that our lives are forever changed and we’re never going to get back to the life we had - where it was only the two of us and we were allowed to be a little selfish. Now we have Ian and while neither of us are regretting it, it is definitely a major change that we are still adjusting to. I have family coming up this coming week to help me out while Jesse goes back to work, but it is going to be strange to have someone at home with me while Jesse is at work.

So here’s my two men and they are dealing better with each other than they both realize.

   

New Apt

Filed Under (Moving) by myjaxon on 02-03-2007

I said I would do it, so here are some pics of the new place.